We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Demos: 1978​-​1984

by Jesse & the Revelator

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

  • Cassette + Digital Album

    Normal-bias cassette tape in jewel case complete with inlay featuring artwork and lyrics. Includes alternate versions of "Trojan Horse" and "Song to Lady Liberty," as well as bonus track "Un Fantasma (Ancora Vivo)." Before purchase, please consider: The fidelity of this cassette will not be comparable to the fidelity of the digital version of "Demos"; it is likely to be quite diminished.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Demos: 1978-1984 via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD or more 

     

1.
My brother calls from Ankara And tells me there’s no room there for us So I know a man in Tripoli He’d gotten my neighbor into Italy “So what do you propose instead? “Ain’t it better to drown than to die in our beds?” “Every evening on our TV “They’re pulling babies outta the sea” A crashing pad in Alexandria We live in 1 room for a whole month Our food runs out and our visas end Then one midnight the door opens The raft is filled up to the brim I help my wife and baby in And a siren in my head goes off And tells me we’ll never get across And I wonder, During every moment of my life Was I doomed to arrive in this place, on this night? Interlude from “The Island of Dr. Moreau" So was all that for nothing? Was my whole life just featuring In some unholy despot’s war? Why the hell was I even born? I’ll see you in 1,000 years I’ll be the one chewing his tears I’ll be the one chewing his tears…
2.
The first lady of American theater Sprawled across the couch and country Every night that isn’t Sunday Ramparts raised her, banners betrayed her Women’s League Auxiliary Passin laws of decency But all the boys are clapping all their hands Paper on the windows and the transom Lookin out the window, mournin every passing telephone pole Polio and mumps and rickets Polo and croquet and cricket Cultures clashin, while she’s hot-flashin “Give em cake for all I care” Circuses, 140 characters Actors and actresses around the table Garnish for the plates, but not the wages
3.
The workers put their hands upon the Ouija board And call upon the ghost inside the market force And ask it, “How much is our labor worth?” Before it answers, Congressman Ryan’s at the door He squeezes in before they ask the ghost again And on the planchette he imposes his own hand He cries out, “How much do these dogs need to survive?” Before it answers, someone says, “Easterbrook’s outside” He helps himself and takes a seat or 2 or 3 To preserve financial proportionality And asks, “What’s the least we can mark to trickle down?” Before it answers, the shareholders begin to pounce And Hannity gets inundated with their calls “These workers represent a Communist cabal” “Who even showed them where the board was being kept?” “I miss the old days, when we just told them what it said”
4.
I’d say till the seas fill up to their brim Or the world burns down—the flame lit from within That my love for you won’t suffer a dent But the truth is I ain’t all that confident That one--or both--of those events Aren’t lurking on our horizon And I don’t see the romance—the romance in A love whose end is as imminent As the warheads and the atomic wind So I’ll lean my vow—my vow against Something with a smaller—a smaller chance I’ll love you till there’s a living wage Till the robot heart in Dick Cheney breaks Till the gun lobby gets its quota met For murdered grade school children Till a woman’s right isn’t under siege And torpedoing the economy Gets you more jail time than an ounce of crack Till the last Humvee is leaving Iraq What I mean is forever Is I’ll love you till race-baitin fails To get rednecks to vote against themselves Until love of country goes beyond Givin tax breaks to the richest ones What I mean is forever Yes I’ll love you till healthcare’s a right Till we give up trying to penalize The impoverished out of poverty That’s as if my solidarity’s any better What I mean is forever!
5.
6.
The greatest men in history I look at them and I see me I share in their accomplishments Because I share in their pigment And now my chattel's in the capitol The combustion engine? I was in on the patent I was in the room when they split the atom Sure, I could lose a couple pounds But didn't I KO Louis in just 12 rounds? And now my chattel's in the capitol I'm a masturbator of the worst denominator So I inherit their esteem Despite my contributing nothing You might call me a hanger-on But we're all like that where I come from We all believe one arbitrary, Incosequential similarity Between ourselves and Bonaparte Means we should be the ones in charge Or at least we need an ethno-state Perhaps one that comes already-made Since we're all overweight programmers We don't know our way around jackhammers So building roads and hanging utilities-- Really anything manual--puts us ill-at-ease But anyway, these days it's great to See how that's working in Appalachia I'm a masturbator of the worst denominator
7.
“I been up all night on the windowsill” Said no one who ever paid their cable bill So, I’ll never write such a song I got too many neurons gone I wrote once to find just how many were left But apparently, they’d left no forward address Though the lizard brain sent a reply He said, “I’ll too be gone, by and by” All of my heroes died in their sleep So why did I think I could fly by the seat Of compliments strangers paid me In houses of English black tea? I’ll never prove anyone wrong It’s just me and GR and we’re pumpin out songs That friends pretend to enjoy I’m too stupid to be annoying
8.
“An isolated incident,” that’s what they all say And the next time this happens, they’re gonna call it the same way You might think it’s strange how the record keepin’s done But rest assured it’s 30,000 genocides of 1 Last night on the leaderboard they put up a new name It tickered like a score across the bottom of the TV frame While a talkin head lamented the lack of good guys with guns Who mighta stopped the 58+ genocides of 1 I hope this LaPierre dies in bed, than runnin towards a door And gettin trampled underfoot while someone puts up a new high score, And that the last thought the projectionist in old Wayne’s brain runs Is “Lord, ain’t it lonely here in my genocide of 1?” So, I guess their freedoms just sorta mean more than ours Though to be fair I wouldn’t run to turn in all my guitars That is, unless you told me guitars kill 30,000 a year In which case, you can rest assured this song could be performed on a glockenspiel
9.
I woke up by dumb luck And you came across Like an arrowhead on fire Askin in mid-flight "Where was the funeral pyre?" From my ganglion to yours With my face upon the floor Don't debate me, baby I've been here before Blood sheds at random But hearts break by design Either ripples outwards All the same, all the time From my ganglion to yours With my face upon the floor Don't debate me, baby I've been here before
10.
Morning on the mountain and the bus is just arrived My bags’re down on the ground and you don’t look surprised You don’t look excited and you don’t look outta place Half your life’s been spent inside a heart about to break And I just can’t believe That I’m acting naïve When I say, “We’ll meet again under a brighter sun” But you understand better than I can that all I’ve ever done Is rub my hands together and look you in your sullen eyes And say to you ever-new and -greater goodbyes As a tear takes the long way down my face And you tell me I oughta take my place And I say “For all the ways I feel and for all the ways I should, “Half of them are terrible and the other half ain’t good” Then a weapons-graded, wish-I-weren’t-created loneliness From knowing that I ain’t comin back from whichever abyss I decide to go down, whether wanderlust or greed Whether what I really want or I will tell myself I need It finds me by the window while the tailpipe gives a billow And just like that I’m alone, just like how I began The prime-ignited orb of light in an awful firmament So why did I deny you? As if I could spare a friend Is it cause if something never starts it never has to end? Well then why’s the sunlight bother rising? What’s that space for between horizons? Oh man, for all the ways I feel and for all the things I say Half of them embarrass me and the other half’s cliché Then at the road outside of Dolen, I am outside of myself Watchin all the seconds fall like dust upon a shelf They touch the ground as memories in front of all our eyes Like a cut the blade as yet to make but’s already cauterized And all my life has gone the same way— Womb into tomb all in the same day And suddenly the gears freeze and I’m just droppin pins Till I’m hearin you from the bruised youth you’re standing knee-high in “You should hurry back—the sun is dying on the ridge “And the breaks of blood in the blue above are the hues of evidence “That your assignment here is ending “Would you promise on the letters you won’t send me? “That of all the ways you’ll feel, and of all the ways you might “None could ever hold the train of when you watched me fade from sight?”
11.
There were tragedies on the commons And I believed I could solve them But to catch the bus you gotta wake up on time So, I just kept on drivin Gettin 13 miles to the gallon And a cubic foot of glacier re-sea-ified But if everyone else had just brought themselves to stop I could’ve idled my engine around the clock And been just one little drop in an endless sea Only problem was, everyone else thought just like me While babies made all my T-shirts And I felt guilty to be sure But it’s not as if I was exploiting Americans So as much as I hate to say it It was between me going naked And them breaking limbs in looms, so call me Nancy Kerrigan, or whoever 100 years ago to be a robber baron You needed furnaces, and Pinkertons, and oil derricks But in these days of free trading economies A ride to the mall is all you really need And the burger I enjoyed last night Was a stack of methane farts in life That helped wash out some family in Micronesia It’s like all the choices I was making Were increasingly integrated Till my sins all ran together like synesthesia But that’s the thing ain’t it? I always had a choice And in the same way a person hates hearing their own voice I never wanted to admit the truth: That every second of my life, I’ve decided against the right thing to do I once saw a film where a young man Growing up in a gangland Decided joining a crew would be losing nothing So to show them he’s on the level He robbed and killed like a devil And gave em somethin to lord way high above him And so I guess that’s what they got outta me I was implicated in a supply chain of suffering So I could take my place on the teat on some awful ploy And I can’t think of why I shouldn’t be destroyed

about

A collection of demos, recently re-discovered, re-written, and re-corded.

credits

released September 11, 2018

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Jesse & the Revelator Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

contact / help

Contact Jesse & the Revelator

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Jesse & the Revelator, you may also like: